I feel like I've gone under cover, becuase right now if I think too far into the future, it feels like a mudslide - I have no footing and can't breathe. I have more hours of self-doubt than sleep in the last couple of weeks, and I'm just trying to make sense of it all. Every day and decision seems to warrant evasion since I've just been feeling far too pinned down. It's a gentle day and I'm hoping to keep it that way.

Yours in reconstruction...